Sunday, September 30, 2012
Unexpected
Today my crush just went online on facebook. It was just when I was checking her online status and she suddenly messaged me!! It was totally unexpected!! Though she only asked me to help her like some pages and thanked me that's all. It was enough to make my day. Mind blown!!
Saturday, September 29, 2012
Life So Far
It's been awhile since I post something on this blog. Every single day in camp has been challenging for me especially preparation for Audit. Now that Audit is coming, everyone is busy correcting documents and also producing those that were never done or existed in the place. Walls & doors are repainted, notice boards & cupboards are replaced with new ones as though the entire unit had been revamped. Everything that was done up till now is just for show. After audit thing would likely go back to square one. Haven't taken a break for weeks due to all this effort to cover up mistakes and errors. Everyday I've been sitting in the office from 8am to 11pm working non-stop. Sometimes even have to miss breakfast. Although my upper study has been nice to me in the past, he had taught me wrong things and it's only during this period then I learnt all the actual and correct ways of doing things so I don't know should I be angry with him or not. Thus, I have a lot of mistakes in documentation that I need to correct. There's 2 more weeks left till AAO and it's pretty rush especially we have so little time to prepare. Other years they have much more time for preparation like a 3-4 months. This year there's only about 2 months due to NDP involvement. Sigh.. the thought of returning to camp every week is just too depressing. There's only more shit to cover each time I go back there.
Friday I went for dental FFI. Along the way I saw my schoolmate was going to ORD the same date as me. So far now he's been clearing offs and leaves everyday. Having heard this makes me envy of him. So far most of my friends now are enjoying their NS days. Sleeping till noon almost everyday, going to gym at 3-4pm. Going for nights out at 5-6pm. It makes me wonder how unfair can it be in NS. We are serving the same NS but our workload are completely different. I don't expect things to be completely fair in the first place but having such a slack routine is totally incomprehensible. Every time I think of this, it just makes me pissed. What worst is when I hear them complaining they are busy. If they are busy in the first place, how is it possible for them to even sleep till so late and end work so early. Totally ridiculous and it makes me feel like smacking them. Just 3 more weeks to go and I'll go on offs and leave everyday to make up the countless nights we spent everyday working and weekends duties.
Writing this chunk of stuff just got me quite pissed for awhile. So far I planned a few things to do after I go on offs and leave. Firstly, it will be enroll in driving course. I've been reluctant to enroll in it because I was too lazy to travel to driving centre to enroll myself haha. I'll go the week straight after AAO and enroll. Secondly, it will be improving my fitness. It's been awhile since I train my body. I have shrink pretty much due to loss of muscle mass. I should thank god for giving me this body because it doesn't grow fat no matter how much I eat. If I stop training, my appetite will adjust accordingly and prevent me from having too much intake of nutrients. Moreover, my body burns fat quite easily and this is probably related to my excessive sweating. Just running about 6km and I'll be so drenched that my clothes including socks would be soaked with my sweat. Lastly, I'll read out on accounting stuff to improve my knowledge. I've always been trying to do this but end up giving up halfway. Because whenever I have free time, I would use it to play games or go out. I need to have the conviction to do it. That's about all for the 2 months. I'll find a job for the next 8 months after I ORD in Dec.
Anyway seeing my crush on facebook for the past few weeks each time just makes me feel more desperate to be with her. Though I sound a bit creepy and sick but I just have this urge that to be together with her. Though we don't even know each other as friends and all I think of her is that she's cute. Maybe I can call it love at first sight? So far most of my friends are guys and mostly from NS. So it's kind of sad. Maybe I need to go out and know more people. Haha I sound a bit desperate but I don't think I should hide my true feelings. But well, being single has it's benefits too. Freedom, Responsibility, Money and maybe Stress? For now I'll just let fate decides for me. That's all for now~
Friday I went for dental FFI. Along the way I saw my schoolmate was going to ORD the same date as me. So far now he's been clearing offs and leaves everyday. Having heard this makes me envy of him. So far most of my friends now are enjoying their NS days. Sleeping till noon almost everyday, going to gym at 3-4pm. Going for nights out at 5-6pm. It makes me wonder how unfair can it be in NS. We are serving the same NS but our workload are completely different. I don't expect things to be completely fair in the first place but having such a slack routine is totally incomprehensible. Every time I think of this, it just makes me pissed. What worst is when I hear them complaining they are busy. If they are busy in the first place, how is it possible for them to even sleep till so late and end work so early. Totally ridiculous and it makes me feel like smacking them. Just 3 more weeks to go and I'll go on offs and leave everyday to make up the countless nights we spent everyday working and weekends duties.
Writing this chunk of stuff just got me quite pissed for awhile. So far I planned a few things to do after I go on offs and leave. Firstly, it will be enroll in driving course. I've been reluctant to enroll in it because I was too lazy to travel to driving centre to enroll myself haha. I'll go the week straight after AAO and enroll. Secondly, it will be improving my fitness. It's been awhile since I train my body. I have shrink pretty much due to loss of muscle mass. I should thank god for giving me this body because it doesn't grow fat no matter how much I eat. If I stop training, my appetite will adjust accordingly and prevent me from having too much intake of nutrients. Moreover, my body burns fat quite easily and this is probably related to my excessive sweating. Just running about 6km and I'll be so drenched that my clothes including socks would be soaked with my sweat. Lastly, I'll read out on accounting stuff to improve my knowledge. I've always been trying to do this but end up giving up halfway. Because whenever I have free time, I would use it to play games or go out. I need to have the conviction to do it. That's about all for the 2 months. I'll find a job for the next 8 months after I ORD in Dec.
Anyway seeing my crush on facebook for the past few weeks each time just makes me feel more desperate to be with her. Though I sound a bit creepy and sick but I just have this urge that to be together with her. Though we don't even know each other as friends and all I think of her is that she's cute. Maybe I can call it love at first sight? So far most of my friends are guys and mostly from NS. So it's kind of sad. Maybe I need to go out and know more people. Haha I sound a bit desperate but I don't think I should hide my true feelings. But well, being single has it's benefits too. Freedom, Responsibility, Money and maybe Stress? For now I'll just let fate decides for me. That's all for now~
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